Lelaki.

Lelaki. Pelengkap hidup wanita. 

Lelaki. Benih kepada senyuman wanita. 

Lelaki. Pelindung wanita.

Lelaki. Ketua keluarga. 

Lelaki. Cinta abadi.

Tapi.....

Disebabkan

Lelaki juga Perosak hati.

Lelaki juga. Layunya senyuman wanita.

Lelaki juga Tumpahnya air mata wanita.

Lelaki juga Banyaknya anak yg tidak berbapa. 

Lelaki juga punca kepada sesaknya hati wanita. 

Stay.

People said that lover never end. But now I'm heartless and nobody try to change it. People sweet talking but never mean it. I hate it when they tell me they he love me then just live me hanging around without move on. It's the worst thing I won't let it happen even once. But human make mistake. Apa kau ingat hati aku ni mcm pintu rumah kau? senang dibuka tutup? Aku ni manusia yg memang ade perasaan. Sedangkan anjing dgn kucing pun boleh merajuk, ni kan pula hati manusia. Aku dah penat tunggu dan terima org yg memang bukan utk aku. Aku hanya berserah kpd yg maha esa lagi maha berkuasa. Siapa jodoh ku. aku terima seadanya.

Back Home.

Assalamualaikum. hey guys. it's been a while I've been missing for a long tired journey. For info. I'm studying at KPTM Bangi branch as UITM student. Not bad laa dpt masuk situ. Under FBM. Alhamdulillah dpt gak course Banking yg aku tunggu2 selama ni. Impian tercapai la nanti nak jadi banker. Dah nak masuk second year pun aku dok dkt kptm tu. so far nothing worst happen to me yet. Haha! I've faces all the shit with all the positive thing in me. awesome huh! I also got not a bunch but not bad la, ramai jugak new friend yg aku jumpe dkt situ. And, the good news ever is, aku jumpe org yg ada sama habit dgn aku. jeng jeng jeng! Habit aku yg suke cium bau kertas baru sudah pun difahami manusia lain. Ho Ho Ho. Safura name nye. mule2 pelik jugak sbb tngk die buat ape yg aku buat kat sekolah selama ni. Then, selidik punye selidik, detective conan kate die pun suke cium bau kertas baru. Ad geng. umpama 1:1000 budak kat kptm tu baru sorg je yg aku jumpe mcm tu. awesome!

Bad New.

Rasanya kalau tengok gambar tu je dah boleh tahu bad new yg aku maksudkan tu. x perlu lagi raasa nya aku nak ceritakan panjang lebar. x per. x der rezeki. at least aku dah dpt masuk PPU. setakat ni aku baru buat rayuan utk KPTM. kalau boleh aku nak stay je kat F6 tu. tapi mak aku kalau private pun dia sanggup nak hantar. apa? ingt PPU x bagus?! A level okay. lagi hebat dari diploma dgn metric.

New Life

Assalamualaikum and a very good evening to my fellow friend. HAHA! ya I know, I know. I miss you to baby. okay. kali ni Aku just nak ckp yg aku dah jadi budak PPU (Program Pra Universiti) dan utk pengatahuan, friend list aku jugak dah b'tambah disebabkan aku masuk F6 ni. Aku dpt ramai kwn baru. x sampai seminggu kiteorg dah boleh hidup harmoni b'sama. ceh! ayat masih x berubah. Honestly, that the best experience ever. memang enjoy dok practice sketsa dgn dieorg. X lupa jugak aku nak ucap kan, Happy Teacher's Day. Mcm biasa la, walaupun hari guru tapi gambar kami lagi meriah dlm setiap camera yg ada. ^_^

Hey kiddo. whats zzuupp? I've been so busy lately. maklum laa~ tukang cat. Hoho! aku x minta upah langsung sbb ada agenda t'sembunyi. 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! inilah agenda t'sembunyi aku tu. Haih! x jadi rahsia lagi da nampaknya. this my  new mission. to get something brand new just like this phone. haih! phone yang aku tengah guna sekarang ni memang old school giler laa~ mana x nya, dah 3 tahun aku  mengadap phone yang sama. bayangkan... x rasa kehidupan social aku bosan sikit drpd yang lain-lain tu ke? okay. about the price. hmm.. maybe lebih kurang mcm price camera Nikon yang papa belikan utk aku 2 tahun lepas. about RM2++ K laa jugak... tula~ nak kerja hang x bagi. nah! aku mintak sekali aku punya 2013 wishlist, nganga lagi sekali. x per. benda ni amat diperlukan utk zaman moden ni. 3 tahun akan ddtg baru tukar yg baru. b'baloi what aku jaga phone comel ni sampai boleh hidup 3 tahun lamanya.

Our Day.

After her deep breath, she start to memories all the thing about the boy that she loved before. He did it well till she feel the same. LOVE. she dating him with no reason. because of love they think that they can be together forever. But something happen till she feel like an idiot for falling in love with the guy. But people said the thing that we have now is the best that we get. Don't ever look back and let it go and gone. And she made a mistake. She look her past. She take the Ignorance as her best friend. People said that before and she should take. He make sure that she regret that night. and YES! she regret it. Although it hurts but she'll be the first to say that she was wrong. He do nothing but it always be the reason why she scared to fall in love again. She took the risk and she fail again and again. And It's still happen to her. even though she do better to let it go but it's still make her feel barely breathe. She though that she strong enough to fight all this bad feeling. but it's all seem to be wrong when she try to fix it. She's trying the best but it's look all the same. Did you know how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything wrongs?  It's hard to know her better isn't it? She had nothing to say more about the shit thing happen to her. Sometimes it's better to be alone. He should know that he lack of maturity in his life. To young, to dumb to realize.